Wednesday, December, 13, 2006 8:21 PM
truthwanted
writes:
yes, achmed, i'm here
achmed, dont worry, and i hope when i'm not here in writing, dont forget about being brothers in Christ. May the God of all comfort sustain you when humanity isnt there.
Dear Brother,
I want to thank you so much for your kind words
(your welcome, achmed, but it's actually you who produced them. I just said what i felt you deserved.)
and exortation for they are uplifting for me and confirm some things that the Lord has been showing and teaching me. Even though you might not be available every day, from your words I trust that you are with me in Spirit:-)
(yes, trust that. If you need me to, i'll try to visit more often. I got slack about blogging lately.)
As I mentioned in an earlier post I have a gift for writing even though I never felt drawn to pursue a career in the field. I have always had a knack for spelling and grammar
(in pre-college, math and english came most naturally to me. I'd say because i could use reason on them.)
, and tutored English some in college, but English is difficult to teach to someone that has not grasped the concepts after finishing high school so I concentrated on Math for it is easier for me to explain how it works, LOL.
(i started to major in straight math in college, but had trouble with analytical geometry, and the more abstract math got, and the less to do with numbers, it got less appealing to me. So i switched to the more practical math of business statistics. I like to think abstract, but i found i had my limit on how much abstract i want. Also, i had more trouble with geometry (having to mix shapes into the math) than with algebra (just letters, numbers, and reasoning). physics was harder for me, too, because the reasoning didnt seem to be as straightforward as algebra, and again, shapes involved.) I dont know if this makes a lot of sense. As i say it, it does seem that i prefer thinking mostly abstract. I leave it to you to tell me what i prefer, from what ive said (hoho).)
I have studied the Word since I was a child,
(EXCELLENT! You have a big head start on me. I was born again at age 39, 1985. I Bible read and studied a lot after that, but none, before that. In a way, my faith is biggest ever, now, but at the same time, my anger is the most ever, because of a bad marriage and being cheated out of a lot of money. At the same time, i'm disgusted with a lot of macro issues, like muslim trouble makers, Godless, absurd liberals, Godless, absurd garbage in authority positions and influential positions, constant traitors who are not executed for their treason, but, at least are allowed to continue their treachery, and often even heralded as country leaders (e.g. senators dick durbin and john kerry). I hate socialism, and the u.s. gets constantly more socialistic minded. I cant say that there's much that looks promising to me, other than to leave the world to the idiots who want a lousy world. Right now, i feel more discouraged than usual. And if i drag down your feelings, let me know, and i wont write such things to you, much. From the 81 year old woman i told you about, i know that it can get hard trying to cheer someone up.)
and when explaining something I try to make it so that anyone that reads it might get understanding from it. I do not always succeed, but I try. The Word is so deep that there is only One that totally grasped it and that One is the Savior. We can only get parts on our own and require other believers to fill in the blanks untill the day we are changed, then I know that we will comprehend the whole of Scripture for I am convinced we will then be able to use our whole mind just as Adam did. Many believers have never really considered how intelligent Adam and his offspring were. I am convinced this is where the 'myth' of Atlantis came from.
(interesting thoughts. i look forward to being fully actualized. Ive generally felt considerably frustrated in this world. In earlier years, i had looked forward to using my capabilities. The more i saw of people and the work place, the more i realized that others were not going to want me fully actualized (probably jealousy, more than anything, but maybe also just general dim wittedness and dishonesty). Considering that, i took a mostly independent course. But not being very sales minded, i didnt make a lot of money, but was a good saver, and feel a lot of resentment at being cheated out of a lot of what i saved.)
I appreciate any help that I can get when explaining something because of the old saying,'Two heads are better than one.'
(it's a good old saying. Notice how old sayings are generally superior to newer ones, evidencing america's big decline. (e.g. the good saying, "it's not win or lose, but how you play the game", a very good saying, distorted into such things as, "winning is the only thing.", etc.) We agree on not being prideful know-it-alls. I also say that if you can help me, i appreciate it. I think one of the self-destructive aspects of pride is being a know-it-all, that doesnt want help. Although i have considerable self-confidence, like you, i clearly know that there's much i dont know, and much that my reasoning lacks, even though i think reasoning is my strongest attribute.)
Also, I have found that another's input can add little things to a subject that I might just leave out and I do not wish to leave anything out:-)
(*****sounds good. I'll have to write more often, and you can see if i add anything of value. I wont be offended if you find me of less value than you expected. No sense feeling you owe me anything, other than to use whatever i can give, if anything. (and even that isnt a debt to me, but hopefully, help for you.). So when my pity party decreases, i'll try to get back into a blog frame of mind, which hopefully, will contribute something. Here's an irony: most of my life, i thought i should be made an authority by others. When it wasnt happening, i went on my own, mostly. By age 60, i had long ago put aside that anyone would ever want me as an authority. So what happened: i missed a computer club mtg, and when i wasnt there, they elected me president. How strange, after all these years of feeling underappreciated. Now am i going to be forced to stop thinking that?)
So, may the God and Father of our Lord, Savior, and Great High Priest continue to bless you and yours in the days to come. And may He grant you dreams and visions and wisdom and knowledge in your walk with Him. I pray for your health and ask Father to send angels to minister to you as is your need. These things I pray in the Name above all other names, Jesus of Nazareth, Amen!
(thank you, achmed, for this extensive prayer. I think if i receive all this, it will be a lot. At the risk of being a copy cat, i pray all the same for you.)
Oh, yeah, I like John Hagee too
(yeh, he's one guy who really cheers me up, since i'm truthwanted, in these days of so many liars, and hagee is a great refreshment, with his truth telling. I especially love how he blasts the liar stupidity of political correctness.)
, for he tells it like it is and don't put out no bull..He has a good sense of humor, too..Jessie DuPlantis is also very annointed in humor filled ministry
(i havent seen jessie the planter for awhile. He doesnt come on my channels. I thought he was funny, but i didnt feel that he disseminates as much useful truth as hagee and some others. I noticed hal lindsey in your list. I see him, and like him, too. My memory of jessie is too much name it claim it, and a feeling like his reason to give is expecting to get. That might be Biblical, as he says, but i dont feel good about giving with a selfish motive.)
and he is definitely not ashamed of Jesus..Till you get an opportunity to drop by again, I say Shalom.
And don't forget,,we are all Jews:-)LOL
(til next time. Right, i remember we're grafted in.) tw
ravi zacharias
achmed, good >noon. i hear ravi on moody Bible network, radio, 9:45AM, weekdays. I have a conflict. At the same time, dave sumrall (grandson of lester sumrall) is on the harvest show on tv. I dont often say this, but the first i ever heard from dave sumrall (about a year ago), i thought, "this young guy has superior insight." At that time, i didnt know he was grandson of lester, but i wasnt surprised to find out. Sometimes, i have them both on, and only then, decide which one to turn off for that day. Dave is more on a personal basis (attributes we should have as a Christian); so he's more practical. Ravi delves into the deep issues. So on that day, am i more into refining myself some more on the potter's wheel, or am i more into macro issues? The most dave has done for me is regarding the issue of forgiveness, which has been a very challenging issue for me(and should be for anyone who hates evil, since evil is constantly abounding, these days, more and more). I agree with his point that we are NOT obliged to forgive, UNLESS there is repentance. ("as God has forgiven you." And how does God forgive us: NOT UNTIL we repent.). Most teachers and preachers lay on a guilt trip about forgiveness. Ive never felt agreement in my heart with that, and dave has proven them WRONG. Good bye guilt trip!
achmed, ive noticed you visiting mountain rose. Indeed, she is a rose. I'm going to copy to you my latest post to her, and from that, you'll see where i'm at, at this point (as well as something else superb from the rose):
Jimmy, i SO AGREE! with: "truthwanted, Mountain Rose is by far one of the most colorful commenters here, well worth the search for the responses." (but is searching necessary? I just come to the Mountain Rose blog, and happily read.) To me, as much as i like color and style, even more important is the Mountain Rose superb content, which i want to address again, today, and also add something, i heard this morning that (additionally) proves the part that so annoys me:
I'll start with the new thing that burns me up, that is more extension of what ive been saying: SCUM IN POSITIONS OF AUTHORITY!!!
New Jersey's (so-called) legislature "OVERWHELMINGLY" approved homosexual marriage!! I'm sick and tired of dam* embecile perverts occupying positions of authority in this country!! Remember, Rose, that big hole you want to put in terrorists' rotten heads. Even worse than them are the scum in positions of authority in this country! 700 club said that new jersey now joins connecticut and vermont in this perversion. (u.s. northeast = perversion leaders). As ive said before, these fools' assault on God-given marriage and family, i think, is the worst of all dangers to america. And here, Rose, your statement very well, ties in: "Sometimes I think that if God does not judge America, He will have to apologize for Sodom and Gomorrah!" And you probably remember that there is a scripture that says just about that, without the name, "america" in it, but it probably applies to america above all other countries, now. (I wouldnt be at all surprised if God sent muslims to judge america for its perversions and absurdities.) The muslims even say that america deserves what they do to it. And they arent wrong (even though theyre very wrong about most things, especially their garbage religion.). Consider the fools in minneapolis electing a muslim to federal govt. This says to me that the idiots in this country even know themselves that they deserve judgment, and are even electing judgment to be over them, and smash them. (along with innocents being damaged by the fallout caused by embeciles.)
Rose, thanks for your explanation re terri. I didnt understand very well, the implications you described here. No one (that ive heard) has stated the issues as well as you have.:
More about Terri Schiavo
The most upsetting thing about that case was that the court ORDERED her execution for the crime of being handicapped.
(i do remember a fool judge being unfair to her. That was nothing new to me, as i know that many filth occupy judge positions. I wouldnt expect other than filth from the garbage legal system.)
And that he ordered the home she was in to starve her to death.
The gouls in the media kept saying that starving to death was such a gentle way to die.
Well, if that is the case, why don't we use starvation as a means of executing murderers?
I'll tell you why!
Because all of the courts would rule that as cruel and unusual punishment for murderers! And all of the evil Leftists who were howling for the death of Terri Schiavo would be screaming even louder for the life of some criminal who really does deserve death.
(i know. The Bible says how twisted it would be: "they will call good evil and evil good." Idiots in authority, mainscum media, and other garbage are very concerned with the "rights" of evil, but either care nothing about the rights of good, or (more likely) want to destroy the rights of good. (the aclu filth are very clear in their desire to destroy the rights of good. They appeal constantly to the garbage legal system to help them do it!!)).
But I guess starvation is O.K. for snuffing helpless handicapped women!
(as i said of clinton, i believe that theyll all pay dearly. Ive always had a very strong desire for justice (and of course, truth). If God is good (as i believe He is), there will have to be COMPLETE JUSTICE some day, and all these unjust filth will pay COMPLETELY. As ive heard said, "There will be pay day, some day." In the meantime, we have to keep putting up with more and more increasing garbage and injustice. I'm furious!!) tw
Sometimes I think that if God does not judge America, He will have to apologize for Sodom and Gomorrah!