Wednesday, October, 25, 2006 12:31 AM
Cynewulf
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Martel Post Part 1
by Charles Martel, Jun 27 2006 06:24 AM
"Well, I was raised non-denominational, evangelical Protestant. However, my father wasn't some cliched "country bumpkin" (thank you alphabet stations for your wonderful "open-mindedness"). My father is a high school history teacher (problems of the third world and US history). I grew up reading the history of the Middle East and Russia, as well as the US. It was a heavey reading house, and history was very important. About 10 years ago, I re-read G.K. Chesterton's book "Orthodoxy," and I began asking a lot of questions. I hopped from church to church, having some vague notion of "traditional Christianity" without any real reason of understanding where that "traditional Christianity" came from. Reading Frank Shaeffer's flawed, though fascinating, book "Dancing Alone," I would agree that Protestants in general, and especially in this nation, have been mysteriously "lobotomized" when it comes to Church history. I knew nothing about it - outside of the 16th century. I mean, c'mon, I always thought those "Greek Orthodox" were just some ethnic version of the Roman Catholics. All I knew was that "all you needed was the Bible and an open heart," and the "truth" was "obvious." Well, little did I realize that the "obvious" truth was, in fact, appealing to an historical Tradition; the source of which was purposefully obfuscated by the Reformers, but the message of which those same men attempted to maintain - substituting themselves for the Church Fathers (in fact if not in practice). I always knew I had a problem with the concept of papal infallibility. I always knew I had a problem with "empty ritual." But that, as I see know, was just a Protestant hang-up and not a real argument against the Roman Catholic Church or Tradition or ritual. It was a hangover from the Reformation, amplified by the scholastic tradition and the Enlightenment. That worship of human reason that infected Western culture and elevated the individual to the level of ultimate discernment - the triumph of the will, if you will. You see, egocentrism plays a huge part in Western culture. And it was something I always hated - even as I let it run wild in my theology. "I" knew what the Bible said - all I needed was reason. "I knew" what the truth was, despite the fact that that knowledge was, in fact, presupposing Traditional views on faith. Again, though the Protestants conveniently eliminated history from its new "tradition," they tried to keep the message. So, particular views regarding Biblical interpretation were kept (like homosexuality and abortion being wrong) but the authority for those positions was abandoned. Instead, we were told that "it's just so CLEAR . . . just read the word . . ." Unfortunately, we never stopped to think about why the Word was so clear. After all, as a lawyer, today, I'd easily defeat that methodology by just using another translation of the Bible. So, let's go back to the Protestant parameters: sola scriptura - whatever Christianity is, it is found in the Bible. The next paramter is that if you read the Bible with reason and an open heart to the Holy Spirit's guidance, you will understand the Word. That is, "supposedly confusing passages will become clear." The fact that God created Adam and Eve, not Adam and Steve, as the joke goes, *proves* that homosexuality is wrong. Well, why? Why does a recounting of an even presuppose a moral order? Well, that very position presupposes a function of Biblical passage. The presupposition is that if God provides an example, it becomes a moral order. The problem is that what if someone, an earnest, seeker of God's truth, doesn't make that presupposition? What if he takes the creation of Adam and Eve as just that, an historical recounting, and NOT a moral order? Why is one view accurate and not another? Protestants, especially evangelicals, in my experience, don't understand this dilemma. It never enters their radar - it's there, in the Bible, and it's clear. Therefore, it IS. They can't get past their own basic, pre-existing biases to understand the fallacies of their own methodologies and, so, arguing with many Protestants, becomes an exercise in circular logic. I know, I've been there. And when I began to see the problem with my own reasoning, I began to question. And then, my long-time hero, G.K. comes along, again, and I'm no longer 12. Now I'm 22, and I re-read "Orthodoxy," and I start asking question. I start seeing the problems with sola scriptura. I start seeing the necessary seeping of egocentrism into the very foundational methodology of Protestantism. And I'm also infected with the evangelical belief that "we're just trying to re-create the primitive church, before the 'institutional church' added too much." THAT, dear readers, has been a stated aim of many evangelical Protestants for years. Yet, at the same time, these very people no NOTHING of the writings and positions of the early Church. Instead, they adopt a humanist view of history: the straight line-trajectory of human development. If we're at 10 now, going back in time, we were at one time 9, and before that 8, and before that 7, and before that 6, etc., etc., etc. And, so, if we have certain rituals in the "modern institutional church" (the Roman Catholics, in the West), then the early church "obviously" worshipped in much more primitive ways, with no centralized authority, no "dogmas," etc. We use the fallacy of linear social development to work backwards to a vision of a "primitive church" in which the emotion reigns supreme. What's really funny is how much this ignores the views of both Calvin and Luther."
Wednesday, October, 25, 2006 12:33 AM
Cynewulf
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Part 2
"Anyway, to get back on track, I had all these very same prejudices, and I could not let them go. And the, on June 18, 2005, I met the woman who would become my wife. She was Greek, and Orthodox. I was fascinated - I knew NOTHING of orthodoxy, including, really, what I'd read from G.K. So, I began to study. I read the early Church Fathers, I read archpriest Gilchrist, and "Thirsting for God in a Land of Dry Wells." I read Archbishop Kallistos Ware (a VERY fare dealing with orthodoxy, I think). And, again, even more early Church Fathers. Clement, Ignatius, Irenaeus, Polycarp, Justin Martyr, etc., etc. etc. The more I read, the more uncomfortable I became. I began attending liturgies with my then girlfriend. It was "too Catholic," too ritualistic. But then I began to read along with the liturgy. I couldn't theologically disagree with anything, except the "Mary stuff." I read more, and the more I read, the more I began to realize that my preconcieved notions of a "primitive church" were so off-base as to be comical. I began to realize how historically ignorant I was, even growing up in a very intellectual evangelical house (to borrow a phrase from Shaeffer). In fact, I was ashamed, as a history/econ double major in undergrad, how truly ignorant I was of early Church history. And, the more I read (independent of my then girlfriend's influence) the more I became convinced that the Roman Catholic church wasn't just "the church" falling out of grace - it was a break from a defineable string of teaching. The early church was a "message." Say, "X." And when anything came up that wasn't X, even X-1, or a subtler X1, the teachers had no problem saying "no! It's X, not X minus 1, or X subset 1. Just X." It wasn't a matter of personal interpretation, but a matter of transmitting the message of X down to later generations AS X, NOT as X minus 1. And that was when I began to see the actual consistency. If Christianity has any merit at all, it must be consistent. The very concept of Christianity as a particular message is very necessary - it CANNOT be some loose organization, or some variable grouping of generally accepted concepts. It must be very specific - in other words, there can be only one true church - one group that has maintained X. That is, X: the message as preached by a man who claimed to be the Son of God. The message was NOT about "how you felt," but what was TRUE. So, it could not change. That, from what I read, was what the Orthodox Church tried to preserve. From my reading, however, the Roman Catholic Church began to engage in the addition of doctrines that had not basis in the Bible or in Tradition. I know many Roman Catholics talk about there always being an authority in the Bishop of Rome, but that isn't true. The historical documents do not bear that out - a pope (a term originally used by the Bishop of Alexandria, by way of random historical tidbit) was anethema'd, and several popes were roundly rebuked, and thier actions denied, by the othe churches. Rome was always considered first in honour, NOT authority. There's a great book called "Two Paths" that talks about this in more detail. Though, for the Proddies, I'd say read the book of Acts - in which James, the bishop of Jerusalem, presides over the council that appoints a new biship to replace Judas Iscariot. NOTICE: the bishop of Rome is NOT the head of the council, nor is his authority sought to ratify the council's position. Clearly, Acts does not support a "Rome as ultimate head of the church" position."
Wednesday, October, 25, 2006 12:38 AM
Cynewulf
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Part 3
"But, anyway, so, historically, the claims of the Bishop of Rome were untenable. In addition, the claim of human infallibility, in even "spritual areas only," flies in the face of everything the Church as taught for millenia. And any system that allows for that cannot be the true Church. So, I was in a quandry. Christ said that He would establish His church so that the gates of he11 would not prevail against it. Was he a liar? Not acceptable, to a Christian. And, yet, the Protestants would have us believe that, immediately following Pentacost, the Church fell into apostasy, and didn't recover for 1500 years, or so. So, that would make Christ a liar. Protestantism also, in this nation, relies on the conept of opening your hear to the directio of the Holy Spirit. I've known some true, earnest seekers of God's truth who took positons (mormonism, seventh day adventists) that I thought were wacky. Was I judging the state of their hearts? (Itself a violation of Protestant parameters). If I wasn't, what does that say about the efficacy of the Holy Spirit? Was it leading people astray? (Another violation of Protestant parameters). Or was it failing? (Again, a violation of Protestant parameters). If I was going to be consistent, there were certain things I could not accept. If I was going to be Christian, I could not believe Christ was a liar, or that the Holy People lead some astray from the true Word or was a failure in some cases of even earnest seekers of God's word. To think otherwise would be to abandon the very concept of Truth existing in this world and in the veracity of Christianity. Since, as a right thinking individual who believes that some things are right and others wrong, no matter where/ when/who you are, I had to believe in absolutes. And, as a matterof upbringing, I believed in a Christian framework, I believed in Christ. I pondered all of this in the past 8 years, in various stages and various manners. Eventually, I acknowledged, though grudgingly and never in the open, that there had to be one, True Church, or not true church could exist at all, and thus Christ was a liar and the Holy Spirit was a failure, thus making a mockery of the very things I declared I believed. Yet, until I learned more about the Orthodox Church and the history of the early Church, I didn't know where to go. Needless to say those explorations led me to where I am now. I told my then girlfriend (now my wife) that I would NEVER convert for her. She said fine. I did my own reading, my own historical analysis. And I found I had been wrong for nearly 31 years - the one, True Church did exist, and had never left the earth. The gates of he11 had not prevailed. Sola Scriptura was a failure that has lead to 23,000 different "views" of the Word. And, most importantly, the concept that my own ego could "discern" the true Church before it knew it was shattered as the circular logic it is. I could either accept the Word as it had been handed down for generations, and accept the logical consistency of the existence of one, True Church, or go on placating my ego and saying "well, *I* really know what the Bible really means." In the hardest moment of my life, I finally told my ego to go screw itself. Though, I wrestle with it still (as, God forgive me, many postings on this thread will attest to), I have begun to attempt to limit my own ego and accept X - the historical teachings of the Church, as they were then, as they are now. So, that, in one giant and thoroughly unabreviated nutshell, is my story. I'm sure I skipped points and stages, and, for that, I am truly sorry."