Our Civilization Hangs in the Balance

i am writing this in the early hours of nov. 5th. having just witnessed the "historic" victory (?) of sen. obama. and unlike michelle obama. for the first time i really scared for my country. i watched as for the first time in history a presedential candidate was given a pass by the left media. why? on glaring questions of his wright, ayres,resco, n the sheik assoiations. why? i watched as my family, friends, and associates drank the obama/media kool aid. not seemingly caring about his stance on abortion. (the most extreme in history), and the defenition of marriage. why? ignoring the fact that this man has NO military experience. not 2 mention executive experience. the man's never even run a lemonade stand 2 my knowledge! and he's gonna heal our economical woes and keep us protected?.... HOW? i guess like most of my countrymen on the left i should just "feel it". and i've tried. but i don't. 2nite while most of my brethren in the black community celebrated and cried. i could only join them in the tears. i honestly saw my country "change" course right before my eyes. i can only pray its in the direction of the point of no return. the last time i had this much fear and dread for my country was 9/11......change can be very scary indeed