Excellent article! And to humbly admit to your feelings at (what you thought to be) the moment of truth. Your point number three is so true in my own case. There are times that I am ready for the Lord Jesus to call me home and then there are other times when I think to myself there is so much I still want to do. For us Christians, it is important to remember where our home is and to remember that our inheritance makes us considerably rich, regardless of our current circumstances in this world. We must keep the faith in the Lord’s word.