You pretty much described my birth / life circumstance. NEVER-THE-LESS I survived, as do millions of other soi disant enfants pauvres. Les Miserables. With God's grace, we, Los descamisados del mundo
We survive , we thrive , we matriculate, despite the murderous endeavours of people like you who would rather we die. May God have mercy on your soul when your day of recompense arrives.