God has given you free will. He will not force you to believe in Him. He still loves you even as you rebell against Him. I can tell you this, in the very God you do not believe in, He will surely open your eyes one day and I pray it is not to late for you once you're eyes have been open.
Jesus said, I am the way the truth and the life, no one comes to the Father except through Me.
Please stop denying the very God that created you. who gives you breath. He said He new yyou in the womb. This is not about religion, it's about unbelief and unbelief is the culprit of sin. I pray the Holy Spirit will remove the scales from your eyes and open your heart to the only One who can save. His name is JESUS!!!