I've been cynical for a long, long time. My skepticism regarding Democrats' intentions gave way to cynicism with the complicity of the RINOs, who seem ever willing to snatch defeat from the jaws of victory. With the appointment of Boehner as Speaker of the House, I moved beyond cynicism. If there is a progression from faith to skepticism to cynicism, I have reached a point beyond cynicism. We need a new term for it. I won't call it despair, as I will not go down without a fight. It is more of an activation to oppose government in other than traditional ways. I will not go out with in silence or with a mere whimper. I will go out with a shout of defiance.