Fair enough. It sounds like you've made up your mind, and your logic is sound. But did your studies include that God's thinking is not our thinking? Consider this: the Bible says that our spiritual eyes are closed until we come to know Him through Jesus Christ. Only then will our eyes and our understanding be opened. In other words- after a small step of faith, God will reveal all the evidence you need. Don't believe me? Study the life of Paul the Apostle and read in his own words what happened to him.