My best friend is a black Christian, a man of impeccable integrity, and graciousness. Both he and I are conservatives and in no way are condescending at all. Many years ago we spent many hours just walking the streets of an east Texas town trying to reach people with the Christian massage of love and forgiveness. Your anger is consuming you and is totally blinding you to reality. I once drove a school bus that was over 80% black grade school kids. I refused to let them call each other names, including the "N" word and gained their love and respect. They never forgot me and would pass by our house for many years and wave, calling me by name. I loved them as my own, and still do. They were and are "my kids."