You obviously do not understand the meaning of the expression "God fearing". This does not refer to the kind of trembling, gibbering, crouching fear that is thought of when we see a horror movie or when we experience some dreadful ugly accident or event. In the context in which it is used, "God fearing" refers to reverence and respect. Whether or not you believe in God is a matter of faith and choice. Truth does not require belief, it just is. I have not touched an electron lately, but I know they exist. I have experienced the power of prayer personally and know that it exists although I don't think you can touch it or hear it taste it. I'm sorry that your life is bereft of the comfort of knowledge that there is a higher power.