Yikes, Allison. You appear to be very worked up. Perhaps you should step back, take a breath and consider what you are advocating. Abortion is the murder of a defenseless, innocent human being. Euphemisms, distractions and heated rhetoric do not deny this basic fact. Abortion kills a new human life.
With this truth in mind, can you still choose murder as the best way to avoid responsibility for your actions? A mature and reasonable assessment of this issue would help you to develop a more loving and peaceful soul. Anger and murder will not lead you there.